There cannot be a word

for how much i miss this person. I couldn't tell you, how many times a day i wish i could go back to these months. This person in this picture was watching Forrest Gump, and i called him because i served him his dinner. right as he sat down to eat, he heard a part he just couldn't miss, even though we had watched the movie a million times before. I cant remember what part of the movie, but it was obviously more important than his dinner for a minute or two. I couldn't miss this moment anymore right now. i remember saying to myself in my head as i took this picture, "I'm going to remember this forever"...and i know i will. This person, his dimples, his voice, face, mouth, teeth, feet and hands. The way he sneezed and sniffled. The way he kissed me, and held me. The happy and sad moments. Every single argument, every single smile. I promised myself to never forget how perfect he is. every inch of him, inside and out. rotten or spoiled. I'd love him unconditionally forever. I refuse to believe that we're dysfunctional, or that we don't get along. We did, everyday of our life...idk what happened...stress from being brand new parents caught up to us...at the most vulnerable times. I wish they hadn't. i wish every day i can start all over...cherish every single little second. I love you, Ivan Nivardo.