It sucks when

Your so ridiculously in love with someone and they can give a shit less about anything you even do. I care about every little move he makes. He's the love of my life. And he wouldn't even notice if I fell of the face of the earth. It's probably the most SUCKIEST, worst feeling of my life. It's like I'm invisible. If I'm nobody, as if I don't exist. As if I don't mean anything. As if I don't do everything for him. He used to say "you come before anyone" and he would get SO mans and angry when I'd say, "my mom or my toto and my dad love me more" or that they're more important. It would be the end of the world when I'd say those kind of things...but now. You don't even care if I die. I hope one day you realize how much I love you. As a matter of fact, I hope you realize TOO late!!!!! And I'm already gone and OVER you, happily taken by a man who loves and cherishes me to the core. I'm gonna love that day,just you wait. Ivan Nivardo, you're gonna regret this all.