tomorrow is a new day. is what I keep telling myself.
im gonna feel better tomorrow.

I have a completely new found understanding as to why people do drugs. or drink.
to suppress this kind feeling I have inside.
sleep is like my drug. my phone, the internet, is my drug of choice. and in a lot of ways its just as harmful as ACTUAL drugs. especially my mental health.
sometimes I feel like I want to stay away from the internet. for a bunch of reasons.
but then again, for some really good reasons I wouldn't want to be away. like seeing pictures of my friends and family, and know what they've been up to. it makes me happy. whenever Hayley and the Paramore page posts it makes me so happy. and I guess maybe I should not be following things the don't bring that kind of positivity to my life.