Saturday, September 10, 2011

its sad that

the person whos supposed to make me feel better and cheer me up, is the reason im sad in the first place. I dont get what he doesnt get. You get respect when you give it, and if your not giving it, then YOU DONT FUCKING GET IT. simple. I swear, i honestly dont think we'll last that much longer. Always and forever may come sooner than i thought. only because we're tottally different people, and not compatable at all. i cant handle you being an asshole A L L T H E T I M E and i dont wanna ask you to change, but even if i did...you wouldnt, even if it were to save our relationship....yea i might be a pain in the ass, but serriously if you JUST PAYED ATTENTION TO WHAT I ASK FOR. which arent that fucking hard to give...well maybe i wouldnt be the way i am with you.
im hoping i stick with what im saying im gonna do, which is not GAF. because i always give in.
only because i love you ore than everything in the universe, i love you more than i love myself. i love you like you have no idea. i love you with the fire of one thousand suns. No less.
but you dont get it.

No comments: