m october. I met this crazy beautiful wonderful person named IVAN TORRES. he is by far one of thee most important men in my life. i met him october tenth twothousand ten and litterally ever since then we have been inseperable. i swear it was so crazy and it happend super fast...its my favorite story to tell. i fell in love with him the second i layed eyes on those dimples of his:] they're beautiful. his face, his body language, the scar above his lip, the way he walks with his hands in his pockets and the way he messes with his hair when he drives. everything. it amazes me everyday of thee amount of love i have for him.
ok, so...get this. i know i was always the one to say i'd be the last one to get pregnant, well...i guess i was real wrong...it took just one stupid time for it to happen...but they always told me thats all it takes...and i was a real big dummy about it...beacuase it happened. so i am currently seven months pregnant, with a baby girl. in the beggining we were not going through with having her, we wernt and still not financially stable...were young, and still have soo much left to do. we went to san bernandino, to try and "get rid of it" but it didnt work out...so that car ride home, was intense and really silent...i didnt know i was THAT far along...i was terrified, and still am. ive accepted it now, and so has everybody else...so now, ivan and i are going to have a baby by the end of august or early september...and we're both so excited and super anxious. i cannot wait.
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