my day

ahhhh...so i woke up sweating at around ten-ish to find out my airconditioner took a shit...so here it is 105 degrees outside, no excuse me, it was 108...but scorching hot with nooo AC. *FML right? they didnt fix it till round one and in the mean time i was sitin in front of my fan and under the cealing fan in my hot room. brit came over today...no aiden tho:/ havent seen him in forever, i miss him buttloads...hes getting soo big. and so is miss emery:) shes gonna be one on the seventeenth of this month:D she walking and talking now, its thee most adorable thing in the world, i swear... she says things like "uhh-oohh" and "HIIIIII!" her smile can brighten up a whole room...shes great and fun to have around.

i had a doctors appointment today, got to hear little ones heart beat:) its always soo cute...knowing im growing a human in my uterus!:p

i took a napp around five, i went to bed around four thhis morning, so i was exhausted...i woke up bout 8:40, im hoping im still a bit tired later and i go back to sleep, i have lots to do tomorrow. gotta get up and doo this glu-cose, sugar drink thing at the doctors office, and i have no idea how long that will take...but i have to get it done...then i gotta go to the mall n pick up my check, then come back to indio to cash it. THEEEN, go to the ledge and help my gramma decorate for her big retirement party...then go home get ready for the party then go back and have a good time:p

aghhhhhh...SOOO, im also really stressed lately, worrying alot really...about how im gonna make it, im not doing too hot right now at hotdog, and ivan doesnt have a job yet, so im just worried on how im gonna do about the money situation with the baby n all:[

ivan will get a job soon, i pray before this precious baby comes...

god will get me through all this...he doewnt ever put you to something he doesnt think you can get through(:

im just trana be positive in all this crap goin on and hoping for the best.