Wednesday, April 5, 2023

Being a mom

Is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. (Obviously) BUT….being a GENTLE parent is by far even harder than that. I’ve had such a hard time with both of my older babies really and especially my Neina. She’s so special..and sensitive. My precious baby. She just struggles a bit more than most kids.

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Love, Jonah.


It’s just always an issue…with literally anything and everything. Finding clothes to wear to school, losing her lanyard for school. Fighting with jeims…feeling like she doesn’t belong or that she doesn’t have friends. Just literally anything. She struggles with. We are always communicating with her about how much she has our support and how much we love her OBVIOUSLY but man it just always feel like it’s never enough. Like there’s just nothing we can do to make her feel better other than just loving on her and giving her hugs. I always knew her being a teenager would be hard but…first offf, she’s not even technically a teenager yet and second I didn’t think it would be hard like THIS. The last thing that I’m gonna says is, that she is worth ALL of this “hard” things. She is an angel on earth…she is SO special beyond words. She means the entire world to me and i am up for the “challenge” of the rest of these “hard” years. She is my daughter and i promised to be here for her in every possible way i can be. SMy lifes priority is to be the most supportive mother i can be and be here for her every step of every way she needs. I cant wait to go get our nails done together for the first time. Or…go on a lone shopping trip or just hang … just the two of us. I need to make that happen soon. She’s old enough and not getting any younger and neither am i 🥹🥺. K…I’m gonna go before i start crying. 





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