Ive never been

more embarassed in my entire life...OF THIS BLOGGGGGGG. lolz. I just cant believe i am that cringe and annying and dramatic. I mean, i will say all of everything again with my chest but like its juust a liiiiitle cringey. Ya know? I love that i documented everything i really do. I appreciate younger ashley and all those stages of my life. Im so grateful for her...and where she got me. She got me here, on this day, (night) in my home, my cute ass two bedroom beautiful BIG apartment with the love of my life and my THREE BEAUTIFUL children...yea i said it...3 children. 3. Its still insane to think. Im so happy, and content with things lately. More than being frustrated anyway, cause dont get it twisted bitch i still struggle...alot but like im happy? Yaknow? lol.