yea i tottally don't understand why the hell NOT? ? Like if your in a relationship with someone, you tell the truth because they're your partner, right? They're supposed to be the ones you trust the most right? Aren't they supposed to think of you always? At least be in the back of your mind if your doing something your not supposed to?
right?....
well that's not the case in this situation. And it sucks...its not like he lies to me CONSTANTLY, but he's done it enough for me not to trust him ever again. Literally. When he's doing something he's not supposed to, i'm not at all in his mind. Not one thought.... well at least that's what he says. "I wasn't thinking." WTF DOES THAT MEAN? Yea i know that's like a little saying "idk what i was thinking." but seriously, you were thinking SOMETHING?! How the HELL are you talking to a 16 year old girl I've known for half my life and not know what you were thinking? You know damn well, ONE FUCKING THOUGHT ran through your mind that, that wasn't even at all right or it wasn't gonna hurt me.
soooo, i just wanted to thank you.
1. For being another lesson L E A R N E D.
2. For letting me know that, NOW I CANNOT trust ANYBODY on this planet.
You were someone i thought was gonna change my mind about the male species.
You were so different in the beginning, and i soon learned you're just like everybody else ive been with.
I probably sound like a drama queen, but isn't everything i just said sensible? I mean, i KNOW what he did was straight out fucking wrong. And i have every right to be angry.
Dont i? I Dont know anymore....i thought i was over it, but i guess not huh?
NO, im not okay, and I Dont know what to do.
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