If you follow your bliss, you'll have your bliss whether you have money or not. If you follow money, you may lose the money, and then you don't even have that. The secure way is really the insecure way and the way in which the richness of the quest accumulates is the right way.

- Joseph Campbell

always

please Dont leave.

It's all about the exposure, the lens I told her. The angles were all wrong now. She's ripping wings off of butterflies.

So one day he found her crying, coiled up on the dirty ground. Her prince finally came to save her, and the rest you can figure out. But it was a trick, and the clock struck twelve.Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick or the wolf's gonna blow it down.

DREAMER

Little girl was the first reason to breathe.
And the little man was the first man she believed in,
She gotta live right and do right by self.

She do for self, she don’t want your help.
Afraid of being alone,
But fear aint enough to knock her off of that stone.
Gonna make that home her home,
with or without a man that she can call her own.

Big boss at work is anxious, continues to hand her the wrong advances.
She passes the test, she knew the answers, quit the job to go take a chance with life.
This is life we all scream, while we pray for dollars and we work for change.
Its all the same, we all struggle, sometimes you gotta say

fuck you.

When you smile and she doesn’t return it, give her room and don’t disturb it.
If it makes it hurt less to curse and fight, go ahead and hate the world girl you’ve earned the right.

you know that thing, that no one does?

TELL THE TRUTH.

yea i tottally don't understand why the hell NOT? ? Like if your in a relationship with someone, you tell the truth because they're your partner, right? They're supposed to be the ones you trust the most right? Aren't they supposed to think of you always? At least be in the back of your mind if your doing something your not supposed to?

right?....

well that's not the case in this situation. And it sucks...its not like he lies to me CONSTANTLY, but he's done it enough for me not to trust him ever again. Literally. When he's doing something he's not supposed to, i'm not at all in his mind. Not one thought.... well at least that's what he says. "I wasn't thinking." WTF DOES THAT MEAN? Yea i know that's like a little saying "idk what i was thinking." but seriously, you were thinking SOMETHING?! How the HELL are you talking to a 16 year old girl I've known for half my life and not know what you were thinking? You know damn well, ONE FUCKING THOUGHT ran through your mind that, that wasn't even at all right or it wasn't gonna hurt me.

soooo, i just wanted to thank you.

1. For being another lesson L E A R N E D.

2. For letting me know that, NOW I CANNOT trust ANYBODY on this planet.

You were someone i thought was gonna change my mind about the male species.

You were so different in the beginning, and i soon learned you're just like everybody else ive been with.

I probably sound like a drama queen, but isn't everything i just said sensible? I mean, i KNOW what he did was straight out fucking wrong. And i have every right to be angry.

Dont i? I Dont know anymore....i thought i was over it, but i guess not huh?

NO, im not okay, and I Dont know what to do.