im no good.

"i don't freaking know ashley, hmmm let's seee possibly things friends talk about like life and problems and other things i thought you'd care about. you know what dood fuck it like seriously, you were never a friend to me. the only one who was, was sheyla she was the only who who gave a fuck about me rather than herself. unlike you, who only cares about yourself, your wants, and your needs. i'm gonna stop caring about our "friendship" or atleast what i thought was a friendship. i was such a good friend to you ashely, i cared about you so much which is why i called you so often. you know even though i go to another school i thought it would make us better friends, but i guess i was wrong. your not the same loving, caring, friendly, ashley washley that was my bestfriend. and i wasn't planning to talk to you about jerry, cuz even if i felt that you did pick him over me, how would that be his fault? how could i blame him for that? i wasn't even planning on mentioning him, nonother that the fact that i wanted to know how you guys were doing. i'm sick and tired of putting so much effort into something you don't even take a second glance at; which is our friendship; which is now over."
EstherElaine, im sorry.
iloveyou.
& im sorry....