i hate being

home,

i cant wait till my daddy comes home,finallly, the most important man in my life will bee here with me...finally, i'll get to see him, finaly, i'll get to hug him, finally, i'll get to tellem how much i really love him, finally, i'll get to tellem how much i missed him....i cant wait.

i hate being home, everything i say or do is wrong......so im just gonaa be silenced for a while...or however long i can t

ake it...or however long i can really be "silent

" i hate that my sisters just run all over me, i hate it that they dont include me in anything they do...i can even talk to them the way sisters are supposed to talk to eachother...its sad, but true...i wish they included me in stuff,...i wish they were close to me the way there close to eachother....i wish i had a relationship like that.....my mom doesnt see how bad it is....supposably im the bitch....that

 i start it all....bullshit,....i hate them...i hate that everyone walks all over me...i hate  it that im like that,...that i let everyone walk all over me....i hate that i dont have anyone to talk to anymore, no one.....

i hate being home, i feel uncomfortable in my own house, i feel soo alone, like no one gives a shit, school fuhking sucks, the only good

 thing about school is that i get to see sheyla,vero && mei-ling, my best friends, my girls, my baybeee dolls,,....my wonderfuls they make my day....i love them with all my heart and soul....

i hate being home.