she's wayy too pretty ♥♥ ♥ ♥ ♥Friday, January 30, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Cory's eyes are like a jungle
He smiles, it's like the radio
He whispers songs into my window
In words that nobody knows
There's pretty girls on every corner
That watch him as he's walking home
Saying, does he know
Will you ever know ?
You're beautiful
Every little piece, love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you've looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh but if it don't, stay beautiful
Cory finds another way to be
The highlight of my day
I'm taking pictures in my mind
So I can save them for a rainy day
It's hard to make conversation
When he's taking my breathe away
I should say, hey by the way...
You're beautiful
If you and I are a story That never gets told
If what you are is a daydream
I'll never get to hold, at least you'll know
You're beautiful
Every little piece, love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you've looked for I hope your life leads you back to my front door .....
He smiles, it's like the radio
He whispers songs into my window
In words that nobody knows
There's pretty girls on every corner
That watch him as he's walking home
Saying, does he know
Will you ever know ?
You're beautiful
Every little piece, love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you've looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh but if it don't, stay beautiful
Cory finds another way to be
The highlight of my day
I'm taking pictures in my mind
So I can save them for a rainy day
It's hard to make conversation
When he's taking my breathe away
I should say, hey by the way...
You're beautiful
If you and I are a story That never gets told
If what you are is a daydream
I'll never get to hold, at least you'll know
You're beautiful
Every little piece, love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you've looked for I hope your life leads you back to my front door .....
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Thinking of you<3
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...
Monday, January 26, 2009
content?...
what does that mean?....ashley?..content with life?.. what is that?....haha
"la mia bella vita"
yeppp,finally..... i feel like i can BREATHE...my daddies home and great, im in love and its awesome:) and i finally have my best friends back♥ its a new semester and im gonna do guudddd, i promise, imma try my bestt, ferr my momma and my daddy♥♥♥ but espescially my dad, i love him to DEATH, and wuud doo anything for him, and i realized all he asked from me is to give himma guud report card and i couldnt even give him that,....so im gonna focus in school from now on, and you know what,....
im excited, i wanna bee guud, i wanna doo guud.....
and i cant wait:)
"la mia bella vita"Friday, January 23, 2009
innn thattt music box♥
She had a bad dream in the back seat
Same one as yesterday
Same one as last week
Surrounded by her favorite favorites
Elmo, Barbie, her purple baby blanket
And that little Matchbox it looks just like Dad's car
It's fast on the leather, pretends it's NASCAR
It jumps over Elmo 'cause it can fly that far
With Daddy in the front seat frontin' like a Rap star
And Girl oh Girl, Daddys the greatest
He knows the words
To everything on the radio play list
He fakes the accents, even makes all the faces
And when he raises his voice
It makes her feel like he's famous
Yeah Poppa got his lean on, a mean one
Weavin' down the Lake Street tryin' to get his seen on
Stoppin' the whip to say somethin' out the window
Bobbin' his head to the beat on the radio
Good Daddy won't smoke no weed
Until the bass cradles her back to sleep
Then he can stake his mack while she takes a nap
To the sweet pretty sound of the gangster rap
Shhh, the high hats are angel's voices
They keep her distracted From the stranger's voices
Escape is a paradox
Because her childhood is locked in that music box
Daddies drive around, Mommies work nightshift
Sweet dreams, sweet little precious
Lay down in that music box
Escape in the sound of that music box
Yeah, Daddy knows people he's important
The guy with the suit and tie they see at the court
And it seems like he ain't tryin' to talk to police
But at the car wash they treat him
Like the star that she sees
They like Poppa's big wheels
And the lollipop she gets
Makes her feel like a big deal
Not allowed to have it yet, gotta sit still
Like the toy that she knows is gonna come
With the Kid's Meal
She loves drive thru food Health conscious Dad, he buys her the juice
A little sip a soda builds the pride
Go ahead Baby Girl don't spill those fries
Nuh-Uh Poppa can't roll a messy office
Compulsive in the way
She lay them napkins all across the seat
Never puts her feet on the upholstery
Just kicks 'em side to side to the beat on the radio
She sings along like Dad does
She knows all the words but leaves out the bad ones
Except bitch, she always says the word bitch
Because it makes her Daddy laugh, it's her magic trick
And when Daddy picks Mommy up they fight
They fight about money, they fight about life
So she concentrates so so hard on the music
And loses herself inside of the bass and the movement
Daddies drive around, Mommies work nightshift
Sweet dreams, sweet little precious
Lay down in that music box
Escape in the sound of that music box
Turn that Buick off
Same one as yesterday
Same one as last week
Surrounded by her favorite favorites
Elmo, Barbie, her purple baby blanket
And that little Matchbox it looks just like Dad's car
It's fast on the leather, pretends it's NASCAR
It jumps over Elmo 'cause it can fly that far
With Daddy in the front seat frontin' like a Rap star
And Girl oh Girl, Daddys the greatest
He knows the words
To everything on the radio play list
He fakes the accents, even makes all the faces
And when he raises his voice
It makes her feel like he's famous
Yeah Poppa got his lean on, a mean one
Weavin' down the Lake Street tryin' to get his seen on
Stoppin' the whip to say somethin' out the window
Bobbin' his head to the beat on the radio
Good Daddy won't smoke no weed
Until the bass cradles her back to sleep
Then he can stake his mack while she takes a nap
To the sweet pretty sound of the gangster rap
Shhh, the high hats are angel's voices
They keep her distracted From the stranger's voices
Escape is a paradox
Because her childhood is locked in that music box
Daddies drive around, Mommies work nightshift
Sweet dreams, sweet little precious
Lay down in that music box
Escape in the sound of that music box
Yeah, Daddy knows people he's important
The guy with the suit and tie they see at the court
And it seems like he ain't tryin' to talk to police
But at the car wash they treat him
Like the star that she sees
They like Poppa's big wheels
And the lollipop she gets
Makes her feel like a big deal
Not allowed to have it yet, gotta sit still
Like the toy that she knows is gonna come
With the Kid's Meal
She loves drive thru food Health conscious Dad, he buys her the juice
A little sip a soda builds the pride
Go ahead Baby Girl don't spill those fries
Nuh-Uh Poppa can't roll a messy office
Compulsive in the way
She lay them napkins all across the seat
Never puts her feet on the upholstery
Just kicks 'em side to side to the beat on the radio
She sings along like Dad does
She knows all the words but leaves out the bad ones
Except bitch, she always says the word bitch
Because it makes her Daddy laugh, it's her magic trick
And when Daddy picks Mommy up they fight
They fight about money, they fight about life
So she concentrates so so hard on the music
And loses herself inside of the bass and the movement
Daddies drive around, Mommies work nightshift
Sweet dreams, sweet little precious
Lay down in that music box
Escape in the sound of that music box
Turn that Buick off
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
DETOX
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
You went, left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow
Damn,
Ain't it crazy when you're love swept?
You'll do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me
I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way that I was using you
But now that I know, it's not meant to be
You gotta go, I gotta win myself off of you
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognizeThe ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame.
I gotta check into rehab,
you're my disease
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
You went, left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shot
That spun me around
And now my heart left
I feel so empty and hollow
Damn,
Ain't it crazy when you're love swept?
You'll do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me
I'd be there
It's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way that I was using you
But now that I know, it's not meant to be
You gotta go, I gotta win myself off of you
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognizeThe ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame.
I gotta check into rehab,
you're my disease
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
Light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare
Whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wantin' you the way you want her
But you are everything to me
And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible
There's a fire inside of you
That can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be
Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes
And make you realize
I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
Baby let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead I'm just invisible
She can't see the way your eyes
Light up when you smile
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing
Everything that we should be,
I'll bet she's beautiful, That girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without..
Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me..
He says he's so in love,
He's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night...
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me,
Can't he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes,
So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight,
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight...
'Cuz He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.
Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see....
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing
Everything that we should be,
I'll bet she's beautiful, That girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without..
Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me..
He says he's so in love,
He's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night...
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me,
Can't he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes,
So perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight,
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
So I drive home alone, As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight...
'Cuz He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into.
Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see....
i hate being
home,
i cant wait till my daddy comes home,finallly, the most important man in my life will bee here with me...finally, i'll get to see him, finaly, i'll get to hug him, finally, i'll get to tellem how much i really love him, finally, i'll get to tellem how much i missed him....i cant wait.
i hate being home, everything i say or do is wrong......so im just gonaa be silenced for a while...or however long i can t
ake it...or however long i can really be "silent
" i hate that my sisters just run all over me, i hate it that they dont include me in anything they do...i can even talk to them the way sisters are supposed to talk to eachother...its sad, but true...i wish they included me in stuff,...i wish they were close to me the way there close to eachother....i wish i had a relationship like that.....my mom doesnt see how bad it is....supposably im the bitch....that
i start it all....bullshit,....i hate them...i hate that everyone walks all over me...i hate it that im like that,...that i let everyone walk all over me....i hate that i dont have anyone to talk to anymore, no one.....
i hate being home, i feel uncomfortable in my own house, i feel soo alone, like no one gives a shit, school fuhking sucks, the only good
thing about school is that i get to see sheyla,vero && mei-ling, my best friends, my girls, my baybeee dolls,,....my wonderfuls they make my day....i love them with all my heart and soul....
i hate being home.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Breathe♥
We know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one's here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
I can't breathe without you, but I know I have to
It's 2 am I Feel like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not so easy for me
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one's here to save me
I can't breathe without you, but I know I have to
Breathe without you,..I know I have to
I'm sorry...
Never a clean break, no one's here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
I can't breathe without you, but I know I have to
It's 2 am I Feel like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not so easy for me
And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one's here to save me
I can't breathe without you, but I know I have to
Breathe without you,..I know I have to
I'm sorry...
Monday, January 5, 2009
break
was great,amazing,...horrible,...long...nice, bad,...good..awesome....a little bit of everything...i stopped being friends with someone,...started being friends with someone,.....met someone, made a smore, got three fone calls from the boy i havent talked to in three months, ............and missed all of them....missed someone, loved someone, hugged someone, smiled, cried, luaghed, hurt, enjoyed the company of others, and lots more brianna is the biggest brat ive ever met , and i dont know why i put up with her for so long,...tiffany missed out on the greatest boyy in the world and i dont think she realizes that,..oh but shee will....esther elaine is my soul sister and i love her with all my heart.i missed mr.mangan and his lectures, i saww adrian,....my brother my enemy, my best friend, i miss him sooo muchhh soooo muchh....his smile, his luagh, his jet black hair, and his puppy dogg eyes, i miss him... i didnt miss school...cuzz ummm who would?...i wanna beee home ina warm blanket sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeping.....my daddy gets out in threeee days and a wake up, i cant wait....
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