Its been

too long since i've seen my better half, sometimes you gotta let go, close your eyes and let it crash.

i dont owe you anything.

i don't know if you feel that i do...but you definitely shouldn't, because i don't.

All i know is, that..for the past few weeks i feel absolutely ignored. unloved, and attention-less. I hate it. Idk what it is with you if you feel, i don't deserve it orrrr...? Idk?! Because i have given you no reason at all not to...

I'm not asking for something that is difficult

to do, or something that involves rocket science?? I just would SIMPLY like some attention here and there...

Is this sooo hard to do, or figure out? I know you are of the male species and know nothing about women and their needs, but because i know that...i have told you countless times that this is allllll i want. Idk when that will kick into your brain...but i hope soon.... because i don't know if i'll be here that much longer waiting for you.

best blogs of mine!

http://ashesfallingdowwn.blogspot.com/2008/12/i-must-hav-done-something-right.html

http://ashesfallingdowwn.blogspot.com/2008/12/fuck-you.html

http://ashesfallingdowwn.blogspot.com/2009/02/poor-me.html

your own worst enemy.

Please put your shoes on and step into that warm weather.
Go get yourself a more better forever.
Gotta put it down, you gotta leave it,
And don't ever come back again; You gotta mean it.
Just tear it all apart and build new,
Cause' if you don't kill him he's gonna kill you.
You can't hold hands when they make fists,
And I ain't the first to say this but,

Let me be the last to say, please don't stay.
Let me be the last to say, you won't be okay.
Let me be the last to say, please don't stay.