ok so,

minor set back,
not starting school till the fifteeenth.
woo hoo.


amistad.
boo hoo.
:[

11:46 pm

the night b4 my first day of my senior year.
my last first day of high school.
depressing?
orrrrr relieved?
dont know yet,
all i know im depressed that my sorry, lazzy ass didnt do good theese past years and now i have tu go to a sorry ass school to get my credits.
hopefully second semester go bakk to indio, and graduate with my class, my beloved friends
and have the time of my life on grad night.
hopfully.



i have my faith, family, god...&& sheyla<3>

insane.

Spitting fire back and forth now
Times have changed in just a few months
Neighbors complaining from the fights
And why can't things be the same
And maybe I'm just a little bit cautious
Of what I'm gonna say
When I tell you I can't live this way
But I don't know what to expect
From someone who's so insane
Why can't I get through the night
Without another fight?
I'm tired of the hurting
Is it really worth it?
Am I all alone again?
'Cause I am kind of feeling
Like I'm screaming with my mouth shut
When it's really open
The only noises in my head
Are consumed of your voice
From all the pain and hatred
How long can you kick somebody down
Before a foot breaks?
And I knew that you would fabricate
This situation just for the sake of
Your need for attention
And I'm sick of always being the one
To always break down
Always melt down in the end
And maybe this time
It's a sign that independence and I
Are finally catching on
I don't need you to rely on

Spitting fire back and forth now
Times have changed in just a few months

please remeber december <3

I feel a separation coming on
'Cause I know you want to be moving on
I wish it would snow tonight
You'd pull me in, avoid a fight
'Cause I feel a separation coming on

Just prove that there is nothing left to try
'Cause the truth, I'd rather we just both deny
You kiss me with those open eyes
It says so much, it's no surprise to you
But I've got something left inside

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say
Don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Don't surrender

You said, you wouldn't let them change your mind
'Cause when we're together, fire melts the ice
Our hearts are both on overdrive
Come with me, let's run tonight
Don't let these memories get left behind

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say
Don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember

I remember us together
With a promise of forever
We can do this, fight the pressure
Please remember December

Don't surrender, surrender, surrender
Please remember, remember December
We were so in love back then
Now you're listening to what they say
Don't go that way
Remember, remember December
Please remember
Don't surrender

Favorites.

any whoooo...

havent gone uh sleeep, couldnt really...

ahhh..insomniaaa....

hopefully goig too mah babyyys house tuh day, gottuh take care of summ stuff, gottuh et my dam battery fixked or replaced for our trip tuh frisco:}

get a USB cable to connet to the computer from my camera.

mmmm, what else is on my schedual, i gottuh packk tumorrow....and the swaaap meeet;}

the beeener market, after jair bear getss off of werkkk....

ughh if only my mother would get upp, id bee overr there alredyyyy, but nope, shee'l prolly end upp waking up at about 2:00 pm and being ina NOT SO GOOD MOOD and not wanna take me:/
but lets hope she wake sup ina good mood...

hopefully.

mmmm, what else....i wonder what my sisters did last night, why do i want to bee with them when

im away from them, and wanna be as FAR AWAY from them when im with them?

i dont get it

i have yet to figger that one out...

im reallly really tired, and i realy realy wanna go tuh sleep,...

i cant.

gahhhhh....

well any way, i'll prolly post more stuff right now, sooo yeah..

lets hope my dayyyy is great:}

&&&

seeyuhlayduh ;)

"Forget them, Wendy. Forget them all. Come with me where you'll never, never have to worry about grown up things again."

"Never is an awfully long time."

Im a Mouse,

DUH?!

are you serrious?

https://www.shakeweight.com/


the fuuck?

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

ittttt wazzzz

my berrrthday on the 6th:}
im now oficcially 17 years old

<3333

SHE

AINT GOT SHIT ON ME;)

Amy Fucking G<3333

this girl is a jeeeeeen-yus.

"Let's take a walk, let's talk, let's be together

Fuck you and the blissful sunshine I need the aggravated weather

The way we sit close on your brown sofa that's made of leather

Hey your girl loves you, saying sorry doesn't make it all better

You think one day she might walk out and leave you, I bet you won't go get her..

Sometimes I predict you'll eventually regret her

and maybe wish you fucking never even met her"

-Amy.G.huggs<3333